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Rude. As. Fuck.

abalone: what kind of situations compromise my muse emotionally

Death especially, since she still isn’t over her own mother’s passing. She still wakes up some mornings, or has moments where she’ll grab her phone, searching for her mother’s number or will start a conversation and wait for an answer. It’s definitely the one thing she hasn’t completely grasped.

aegerine: my muse's opinion of the supernatural

She believes in it fairly firmly. There’s moments she still tries to be skeptical of it, but she’s had her own moments that she definitely attributes to spirits and things like that.

agate: how my muse calms down

That’s a tough one. Pretty much just time. She has to exhaust herself in some way, but she can still get her mind wound back up again easily. She takes a lot to heart, and can be a dramatic person without intention.

blue lace agate: my muse's favorite form of communication (verbal, letters, texting, etc.)

Text or verbal. She absolutely hates phone calls, because it feels like this inbetween thing. So if it’s really important, and it’s not a life or death emergency that absolutely cannot wait, she either wants to be told face to face or completely non-directly.

fire agate: if my muse is brave or cowardly

Jae is somewhere in between. She can have a lot of courage when it’s a spur of the moment, but then she gets really scared of what she’s done. In a way, she’d rather just take things until it builds up to the absolute highest boiling point, because she’s not a confrontational person. She’s a shitton of talk, though.

moss agate: if my muse has a high or low opinion of themself

Incredibly low. She sees herself in high regards in some areas, but she still has an overall low view of herself.

amazonite: what kind of situations call for my muse to be dishonest

When she wants to hide things. She can hide a lot, but then there’s also a lot she just can’t hide. Mostly when it comes to her own self-destruction, she’s up there with the best on hiding it simply because she doesn’t want to be scolded for something she knows she’s going to do again, and again, and again.

amethyst: what my muse would most like to be able to shape-shift into

If she had her say, it would probably be a bird of some sort, just so she could run away on a whim. Probably a colorful parrot, that’s loud and obnoxious.

ammolite: how lucky or unlucky my use is

It’s all on how you look at it. She sees herself as pretty lucky, because she’s survived shit that should have killed her, has literally been minutes from death, and now she has a job that’s given her a steady life so she can raise her rather smart son with a family that she barely knows backing her every move towards 100% stability. However, she seems to have shit luck when it comes to any sort of relationships, romantic or platonic.

angel aura quartz: my muse's opinion of LGBT+ issues

She’s all for equal everything. Her belief in regards to everything is that if it doesn’t advocate the harm or killing of people or creatures, then do whatever. If it makes you feel good, or it’s who you are, then so be it.

apache tears: a sadness headcanon

Those ASPCA commercials or the commercials for different children’s hospitals. They always make her tear up.

apatite: a headcanon about my muse's intuition

Her intuition sucks. Almost everything she’s had a ‘great’ feeling about has turned around and burned her. Yet she still tries to follow it.

apophyllite: my muse's religious/spiritual beliefs

She honestly doesn’t know anymore. She was raised somewhat religious, because her mother was, but she definitely grew angry at God when her mom got sick, and violently so when she passed. Lately, though, she’s found some weird comfort in it being around her, which unsettles her in a way because it had been so long since she had been comfortable with the topic of believing.

aquamarine: where my muse feels most calm/relaxed

That’s a tough one, because she doesn’t relax that well on her own. She does her best to always keep a guard up.

biotite: the biggest problems my muse is currently dealing with

Her depression, and slipping back into heavy drinking.

bloodstone: how my muse sees themself as part of the world at large

Nothing. She doesn’t see herself as anything significant to anyone, and it wouldn’t matter if she was around or not.

calcite: my muse's social tendencies (introverted vs extroverted, parties vs one-on-one conversations, etc.)

She’s definitely a party creature, but she also enjoys one-on-ones because the conversations tend to be more stimulating than a room full of most likely drunk people getting excited over the next song to come on.

carnelian: an art-related headcanon

She’s been trying to draw a suitable chest piece for herself lately, but she’s hated every drawing. She’s also better at music than she’ll admit to, down to even knowing how to basically get around a studio.

celestite: how my muse deals with anxiety

The past week or so, it’s been drinking, which was her usual. But, she’s trying other things such as meditation and just sitting outside for a while. Then there’s also weed, which actually was prescribed for her anxiety.

chalcedony: the saddest my muse has ever been

The day her mother was cremated, because it was an end in a way, but also her husband wasn’t beside her supporting her. Instead, he was off doing whatever and pretty much just told her it’s a part of life and deal with it.

chalcopyrite: how my muse deals with ending relationships

She tries to be honest, especially if she’s not feeling anything deeper than lust and appreciation for attention. She honestly hasn’t been in many, though, and the other two she was in ended horribly.

charoite: who my muse looks up to

She honestly looks up to James. He comes off seeming much more put together than she is, even though he probably isn’t, but she wishes she could put off that impression. She also strongly looks up to her mother as well, because her mother did everything necessary to make sure that Jae never suffered growing up. In a way, she sees a little bit of her mother’s attitude in James.

chrysocolla: a money-making headcanon

Her job right now. It’s helped her get a damn good apartment, helped her keep a car she adores, and even after bills, she still has enough for her and Aleksi to live very comfortably without even a hint of struggle. Jae doesn’t aspire to be rich, and she feels insanely lucky that she has the job she has.

copper: how I think my muse will end up when they're older

Honestly, I think she’ll get more bitter. As I said before, she takes a lot more to heart than she really should, and she allows it to form scales that she tries to harden. It makes her try to be skeptical of people, and so I just see her as being one of those bitter people with a lot of regrets.

coral: how my muse views the natural world

She finds the natural world absolutely amazing. She almost obsessed with having access to outdoors, and almost regrets that she lives in a city that’s crowded and packed with people without a hint of forests or something.

diamond: a sex headcanon

Unless she has absolutely been worn out to the point of passing out, it’s pretty much a guarantee that she’s going to grab her panties and put them back on.

dolomite: a sleep headcanon

She constantly wakes up during the night, and she shifts positions like a million times before finally passing out.

emerald: how my muse tells someone they love them without words

She suddenly has a lot of patience and will do almost anything to be at their side.

fluorite: what my muse's room looks like

There’s a desk in the corner, a bed against the windows, and clothes all in the floor in front of the dresser by the door.

fossil: what my muse's dream job is

Recently discovered, but she’s pretty sure her dream job is to be a band manager.

galena: what it's like to be in a relationship with my muse

A lot of secrets. It doesn’t matter if you’re her boyfriend, husband, or bestfriend. If it’s something she knows she’ll get a serious scolding for, she’s going to hide it. She also can’t bring herself to be open about what goes on in her head, so it always takes prodding to get it out. More than just ‘what’s up’ or ‘how are you’. In a way, it’s because she wants proof that the other is sincere about her, but she also just tucks things away in order to keep moving forward. She’s also very much into sex, and while it’s not this top priority, at some point she’s going to definitely start expecting it. It’s important to her, though she’s not sure if she would end a relationship if all that was lacking was sex. Also, she’s a brat. Not a spoiled brat, but a brat.

garnet: what my muse's perfect partner would be

Someone who sees her for who she is, and doesn’t find it essential to show her off like a diamond or something. Someone who takes their relationship seriously enough and understand that being in a relationship isn’t just a ‘friends with benefits and a fancy title’. And someone who can be patient and handle her, because she’s a lot. She just is.

gold: my muse's financial situation

It’s comfortable. She isn’t struggling for food or to pay the bills, and has enough left over to still do awesome extra things.

hematite: how squeamish my muse is

She’s not very squeamish until it comes to surgery, stitches, staples, and things like that. She can handle a guy puking on himself, but not someone getting a small wound sewn shut.

hiddenite: how much of an "inner child" my muse has

I wanna say she’s childlike all the way around, so her inner child is rather strong.

iolite: my muse's drinking habits

Better than they used to be, but it’s going downhill again.

jade: if my muse would ever cheat on a partner

If the relationship was entirely on good terms, and she didn’t feel neglected, no way in hell would she cheat.

jasper: what my muse would be like as a parent

She’s far from mom of the year, but she does her best to give Aleksi everything, and is even trying to plan on making sure she keeps giving him everything from the best schools, to a house he can grow up in when he starts school, to keeping his mind as open as possible. She does the best she can, and it never feels tiring.

kyanite: an anger headcanon

Smashing. She smashes whatever is closest to her, or whatever she’s pissed off at. Whichever is accessible.

lapis lazuli: where 'home' is to my muse

She doesn’t know anymore, because nowhere is comfortable anymore. Familiar, but nothing’s comfortable enough to call home.

lodestone: what kind of people gravitate towards my muse

Hell if I know. She’s been friends with all kinds of people.

malachite: what my muse as a child thought they would be when they grew up

She never knew. She wasn’t one of those kids that knew what she wanted to be or had a goal like that. Nothing just ever appealed to her like that.

mica: what my muse views as their worst personality trait

Her mouth, because it tends to go off before she can even think of the words.

moonstone: my muse's opinions on outer space

She thinks it’s one of those things that people never seem to look at in the right way. Everyone seems to focus on being among it, or going to it when in reality we already are all of that. So we should just admire the view that we have, and adore it.

mother of pearl: if my muse tends to lift people up or bring them down

She tries to life them up, but she feels more like she brings them down ultimately.

nebula stone: how good my muse's memory is

Her memory is not that great. It’s very selective, honestly.

obsidian: which of the seven deadly sins my muse would be

Lust, because she always wants.

opal: how creative my muse is

She can come up great ideas and stories, but she never actually puts anything into action.

pearl: a mental health headcanon

Her deep depression that feels like a losing battle.

petalite: what my muse would do if they found a wallet on the street

She’d honestly just leave it.

pyrite: a physical health headcanon

Her immune system is better now than when she was a kid, but she still gets minor illnesses almost constantly.

quartz: how my muse thinks other people see them

As an obnoxious child they feel the need to babysit because she doesn’t take even decent care of herself.

rhodonite: if my muse prefers elegance or convenience

Convenience. Fuck the frills.

rubellite: if my muse has any 'triggers' that inspire painful memories

Funerals.

ruby: a happiness headcanon

When she got Aleksi back for good. She honestly had never been happier a single day in her life.

sapphire: if everyone my muse knew was hanging off a cliff and they could only choose three to save, the rest certainly dying, who they would choose

Aleksi, James, and her grandmother.

serpentine: how my muse would seduce another [alt: how my muse makes their money]

Uhm...She’d basically offer a lapdance or sex. She’s not very good at flirting.

silver: if my muse prefers masculinity or femininity

For herself, she prefers femininity. In a partner, she prefers masculinity.

tsavorite: if my muse believes in destiny or fate

She wishes she didn’t.

ulexite: how empathetic/sympathetic/compassionate my muse is

She’s very sympathetic, she just has issues actually reaching out to people and making that known. She’s afraid of everyone, honestly, and it overrides the urge to reach out.

unakite: what my muse's ideal pet would be

Thor and Bragi.

verdite: my muse's ethnicity/family history

She’s Korean on her mother’s side. On her father’s side, she Hungarian/Russian/Finnish.

zebra stone: what gets my muse excited

Attention and her son.

zoisite: does my muse believe everything's going to work out for them in the end or not?

Not everything. She doesn’t believe everything will work out, and it’s starting to cause her to give up on a lot of things and fuel her depression.

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